Larger Than Life?

Im starting anew with this new address. Putting behind my childish past. Though I know nothings gonna stop them from haunting me someday.


I want to blog but I don't really know what to say. There's so much emotion I want to express but emotions are not words. Or maybe my vocabulary is simply not up to it. I wish I were famous but I'm infamous. I stick out like a sore thumb, like a indian in chinatown or something. I constantly find myself being wrapped up in expectations. As i much as i want to fulfil them, I cant do everything at one go. Suddenly i feel so powerless over the circumstances. I am but one man. Of cos, sermons have long taught me how to believe otherwise, but your worldy self often catches up with you.


No math clinic today. So I'm loitering in the lab waiting for dinner time where i'll meet up n233 and the gang. Work is accumulating but its simply not the right time. I think i need to get out and do something larger than life.